Myself and I

Beyond my closed eyelids, pitch black darkness spreads out. (He started to say something again.)

Darkness everywhere.

Hmm? What is this feeling?

It feels very nostalgic and comfortable.

Soon, small lights began to gather from far away, and countless beautiful stars began to shine in a counterclockwise rotation.

The Milky Way Galaxy. How beautiful.

Oh, that's right! I'm sure there must be a planet called Earth at the very edge of the Milky Way galaxy. Let's go and check it out.

Ah, so this is planet Earth.

It was breathtakingly beautiful, and it was hard to believe that such a star existed in the universe.

When I went to the night hemisphere, the night view was shining beautifully.

Hmm? That shape looks familiar.

I remembered,

 

 I live here.

 

Go to the top of the city where you live.

It could be a rural town in Japan, Nottingham, Paris, Tarragona or Alaska.

And you found the house you live in.

In that house was the person you usually think of as me.

Today you might find out what you're interested in, what you're tolerating, and what you want to advocate for.

In your heart, I thought to myself, "Today, I'll listen to anything you have to say."

Hey, myself.

What did you work hardest on this year?

What did you enjoy doing the most?

 

Wow, you put up with something like that.

Wow, so you met someone like that.

Thanks to that, I was able to experience a variety of emotions.

You did your best to entertain me.

Thank you, myself.

Because you were here, because you held out for me, because you endured for me.

You're showing me a good life. I hope you continue to entertain for me.

If you're here, I'm having so much fun.

There's no need to be serious about anything, there's no need to be diligent about anything, life is a joke.

I'm not there.

It's simply the unconscious of the entire universe at work.

Let's relax.

Actually, that's what I wanted to do.

Honestly, this was the most fun I had doing it.

My mom got mad when I said I wanted to get my ears pierced, but I really wanted to wear them.

 

I hate people who oversleep, but the truth is, I wanted to oversleep too.

I can't forgive people who don't try hard, but the truth is, I wanted to be lazy.

I'm working so hard raising my children. I want to have an easier time.

When my mother told me, "I wish I'd never given birth to you," I still wanted to thank her for giving birth to me.

Please listen to all of them one by one.

And then embrace yourself with your hands.

While hugging you, say, "Thank you. I'm sorry. It's okay. I understand. I promise you everything. I'll always be watching over you."

 

Although each place is different, there is always a place for everyone.

You chose none other than yourself.

 

You don't have to worry about how things should be or what other people think.

If you don't think of yourself as me, who will be able to think of you as me?

You are that self.

In order to continue seeing myself in the future, I will continue to live on this earth as myself from here on out.

 

Well, it's about time.

You go into yourself.

Please tell them, "Thank you. I'm always watching over you. Everything will be okay."

Finally, hug yourself tight and say it out loud.

Hey me.

I will continue to live my life as myself.

thank you very much.